When I was working 15+ hours a day, I was looking for balance. Now the weather is SO cold the wind is frigid and I just can’t do a lot of my outside chores. I feel bad, I feel I’m not earning my keep. I stay busy but feel unproductive. I need balance. I share this with people walking by..those same people were the ones saying “you work to hard, too many hours…” so those same people are saying…you deserve this..enjoy the bad weather…take a few hours off”. I haven’t been able to until I realized I’m headed to warmer weather in 4 days…I can be super productive then.
Then as I’m having a wonderful dinner with Captain Tim and Captain Anna (the hoity toity big yacht people (ha ha) I get a call from Captain Billy (the one driving me to North Carolina) he says “I’m sorry Stace, but with the hurricanes and my doctors appointment, and other yacht delivery obligations, I can’t take you until October 3.” I say “no worries Billy it’ll be fine” then I share my hopes with Tim and Anna. I was hoping to arrange to have my kids stay with me in North Carolina for my bday.
Even tho I haven’t talked about it, or begun arranging it…I’m crying as I type this because it’s definitely not gonna happen. ok..I didn’t get to where I’m at being a sissy. I will enjoy my birthday with Captain Tim, Captain Tommy, Captain Russ, Garret, Cecil,Lou and maybe I’ll invite town people. Bartender Robbie…and everyone will wear a tiara! Ha ha
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Your definitely not a sissy! Sometimes it just hurts your heart when things don’t go the they we hoped! I know your anxious to get back but it will happen soon , and don’t worry about not doing enough. You are on his boat taking care of it and he doesn’t have to worry about anything!
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